and it hurts alice so much seeing how afraid faith is and how hostile everyone – particularly tracey – is to her

elusetta:

faith seed after coming out of the bliss: possible traits/speculation

She’s still manipulative; that was conditioned into her. She’s fighting it, though.

“Sad and alone”– reverts to being Rachel Jessop

Traumatized by what she was forced to do

Her background was being ostracized and abused; carries into fear, self-hatred at likely rejection from the resistance

Fears being alone

Starts to regain strength eventually

Would most likely try to make amends for what she’s done, but lapses into self-hatred/self-destruction

Only really wants to be happy, but doesn’t think she can be/deserves to be

Most likely feels violated/used by Joseph, would lash out at him- feelings on the other brothers would be neutral

Struggles, ironically, to find faith

Turns violently away from religion

in all its forms

Softens over time

Wants to distance herself from what Faith was; embraces truth, compassion, anti-cult activism